October 13th 2005

Yesterday, Wednesday, I had a shit of a day. Woke b4 hubby left for work and we had an argument and then he left for work and I wondered why I am even bothering. Went for a walk and did a batch of Chocolate fudge cake to take for afternoon tea at garden club. I didn't lick the bowl, I didn't make extra icing to eat...then i buggered it by having 2 pieces of cake tough. Life has cake in it as well as other stuff.
Got all dolled up felt good went to put my garent studs earrings in and couldn't find them...last time I wore them was Sunday I remembered taking them out at Mum's b4 going for my spa and after that no memory. So after garden club we went thru Mum's rubbish ick and thru the fire ashes and nothing. I came home went thru all my pockets and handbag etc...couldn't for the life of me remember even what clothes I wore. After couple hours of looking I gave up the earings were a 21st birthday present from Mum and Dad and although I have had them for 43plus year really have only just started wearing them...afterall why have nice earings on abody like mine with frumpy clothes. Anyway I was cooking tea and have no idea why I went to the cupboard with the plastic canisters any way here was my earings....I rmembered as soon as I seen them, I took them off put them in the container(I had used it the day b4 for apricots and almonds snack at walk) must have been in one of Mum's grocery bags she gave it to me I put the earrings in so as not to loose them dah. Any way the releif when I found them I can tell you.
I wore my K and K skirt I bought from trademe and felt great and lots of great compliments.
Hubby got home from work still sulking so very quiet evening.
Today was better
Went for a good bike ride, will measure it woth the car next time I have it out.8.5k Then had a shower and walked to visit my friend had a nice visit then walked and posted some trademe parcels home for Lunch, then another walk to shops to pay some bills checked bookshop and WW mag was in so had a quiet arvo reading it very inspirational. When I walked to Jo's I walked tall and my don't I look good and slim walk. I felt so confident.
Had scrummy tea, crumbed pork snitzel with blue cheese tomato salsa and lettuce salad, aspargus, bettroot and bean salad.
I got my hospital appointment in today's post for Dunedin hospital for 8th Dec so we have decided to shoot thru to Invicargill on 7th see hubby's 84 yr old Aunt her birthday is on 10th Dec then off to Dunedin for night of 7th and hospital at 10 on 8th then home. So that is Nov4th & 5th to Chch. Timaru on 29th Nov. Timaru maybe 21st Oct. No wonder I am broke.
Visit with bank manager was 'helpful' so that has taken a little bit of pressure off, doesn't mean we can go crazy speeding though.
Work tomorrow. Fun Fun Fun and there won't be a T bird insight.
Well time for bed nite all